dat gal's life

2009-06-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

went to find baby jiaxuan at 6 plus jus now...
realise its a long time since i see her.. >_<
but she seems to recongnise me. ^_^
yea.. missmissmissmiss her!
she changed alot.. but still veri cute.
bigbig eyes. smalsmal size.
sadli i didnt take fotos of her.. )):
asked her to cum home wif me and she wanted to..
damn cute!
wonder if i could bring her out to play...
guess her mother wun mind but doubt my mother will allow.
awww...

2009-06-15T19:55:00.002+08:00

When a gal is quiet,
million things are running in her mind.

When a gal is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a gal looks at u with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long u will be around.

When a gal answers "i'm fine" aft a few seconds,
she is not fine at all.

When a gal stares at you,
she is wondering why are u lying.

When a gal lays on ur chest,
she is wishing for u to be hers forever.

When a gal calls u everiday,
she is seeking for ur attention.

When a gal sms u everiday,
she wants u to reply her at least once.

When a gal says I love you,
she means it.

When a gal says she cnt live without u,
she has made up her mind dat u are her future.

When a gal says "i miss you",
no one in this world can miss u more than her.

2009-06-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

i dun wan friend u!

2009-06-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

173673407
its alr almost one year and i haven get over it yet..
so sry!
i realli regretted alot for not being understanding and patience enough.
yea i noe it cant be force;dats why i'm kind of waiting.
i still love u.

sry for the ppl taken for subs

2009-06-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

curseyou.curseyou.

2009-06-12T19:00:00.001+08:00

although i dun realli noe u
and i onli see u once...

May you rest in peace.

2009-06-10T21:14:00.003+08:00

jus cum back frm tuition and i'm damn damn sticky!!
omgomg.. YUCKS!!
plainli doing practice during the tuition
but 2day was muchmuch noisier dan the previous lessons. xp
fun as well.. and we said alot of tings which the tuition cher should not heard.
opps! hahas but nehbermind.. he doesnt mind is much as well. :D
rather he sort of joined us. hahahhahhas....
join us for the laughter and all*
didnt do homework again. >.<
holiday is plainli occupied but NP program.
omg when i can i get a rest!!??
damn damn tired.
physicalli and mentalli tired.
how i wish i can jus shut off and not bother but everiting!
go on a vacation alone and grab the entire peace thr!!
so selfish! but i realli wanted dat.
my current life is jus way too noisy.
cool down man, gal!!
hopefulli tings will get better in time...

earli in the morning 7am+ sms me...
asking me if i wanted to pass him the shirt den he can take to sch..
kay.. woke up.. went downstair waited for him..
half awake! -.-'''
u took super long can? gerhhh....
den went home slp... he headed for sch..

11 woke up again... get prepared, den go for NP meeting...
got the wrong info!
but nehminds... thanks for at least informing.
and i felt rather gudd wearing home clothers while other wear sch U.
ahhahhahahhahahahahahah!!! :P

left at 3pm.
nidd to take sumting.
sry for leaving in the mid-way mates!
love urall lots!

gonna bathe now.
woah yeah man... finalli...
cya gain....

like her- not animore!

2009-06-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

tink everiting is improving btwn me and him
but sumting is jus kinda weird.
still dun realli noe how his life is going on.
hope everiting will be solve as soon as possible.

2009-06-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

Went for course at HTA...
forgot bring rank! ERM!!!
change into half-U and felt so extra.
sat on dat chair for hourS and its super uncomfortable.
damn damn hot even aft they install air cooler.
and i'm in half-U. not to say the rest hu were in their full-U.
oh poor ting??
hm... half way through when for shooting.
borrowed rank frm cyrus and SHOOT!
didnt noe wad i was doing...
wasnt concentrating...
the way i hold the gun while putting the bullets in was rong..
den shootshootshootshoot...
until the veri end..
den suddenli recall pressure one and two.
but its too late.
got veri bad results.
but the guys did quite well. i guess.
aft dat went to continue the course.
much of the ppl slping. (...)
the topics were interesting to me but coz of the hotness...
make me feel like slping.
FINALLI... everiting ended...
went to long john wif cyrus, james, wan and jessica.
rite aft eating went home coz its gonna be quite a long journey.
mrt... almost lost my way at the bishun mrt. -.-
but managed to find the way out and here i am blogging.
nth much left. i tink.
byebyes.

2009-05-30T17:35:00.002+08:00

omg...i dun noe wads happening to my body..
i'm always getting the same old ting aft doing sports.
sumting jus popp up frm my skin and its bloddy ichy.
OH MY GOD!! it going to bleed soon.
wads realli happening..?? why isit like dat??
FIRST,went to stadium wif my sister. got it.
SECOND, run 3.6km. got it.
THIRD, went for a run in the park. got it.
FOURTH, went for a swim. got it.(current)
even time when i play sport i'm getting tish.
i cant stop playing sport. pls!
if i have to stop i might even nidd to stop dancing and going to NP.
i dun wan my life to be tish way.
i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan!!
i rather kill myself.
pls tell me i'm tinking too much.
PLEASE!

2009-05-30T15:41:00.003+08:00

guess.. dat marks the end of us.
u are always busy.
its like history repeating.
but tish time round its worst.
frm the moment u wake up till the moment u slp.
there isnt a single second u would sms me; call me.
until i make the first move.
and sumtimes u even nvr reply my calls and smses.
wad if dat call will be the last call frm me to u bfore i disappear into the thin air?
u wun even notice it.
i told u i wasnt feeling well.
and ur reply was 'wad u wan me to do'
do u realli dun noe wad to do or cnt be bothered?
i wasnt feeling well and was hoping u could be the one thr for me.
and i gave u lots of chances.
but seems like i cnt get my msg across to u.
i cnt understand a single ting in ur mind.
u cnt be bother to noe bout my life as well.
wad time i usualli slp at nite. u dun noe.
wads my fav food and drink. u dun noe.
wad do i do when i'm upset. u dun noe.
whr do i like to go. u dun noe
u seems to be cnt be bothered.
u said u didnt lie to me bfor.
i dun even noe if dat sentence is alr a lie.
i learnt my mistake the other time.
and tried to be as understanding as possible
as faithful as possible tish time round.
but it seems like my understanding and faithfullness is taken for granted.
Its hard to be ur galfren.
shes nidds to be sumone hu is veri understanding and patience.
i'm sry.
i cnt be the one.
all the best for ur love life.
wish u happiness.
有缘在见。

2009-05-26T09:54:00.002+08:00

BOOHOO!!!
currentli posting in sch...
shh... xpxp....

kinda fun... hahas...

lead portal cnt log in. gerh....

gtg... bye!!

2009-05-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

farewell party 2day...
everiting was prepared quite urgentli...
dats why got error here and there...
SO SORRY!!
but hope u all enjoyed at least the game.
its realli fun to play together...
look forward for the nxt one.
everiting ended...
wanted to hug all the seniors thr
but ite managed to hugg sum onli. >_<
no misunderstanding yos...
gonna miss ya!
gudd luck for ur lvl(s). (:
take cares~

2009-05-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

Sickening Bitch, u are so outdated!
u dun noe aniting dun talk so much.
shut ur fcuking gap!
u dun even noe wads loyalty to friend!
OH GOD!
Pity u!

2009-05-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

UPDATED!
XP

2009-05-05T19:34:00.002+08:00

aft school fall in..
den crapped wif them awhile...
played wif camera...
den went to look for yuting...

while walking to her house saw tish back view
which look veri familiar..
and it reminds me of certain tings which was quite sad.
and was wondering why is he walking dat way.
i dun noe... and i dun wan to noe!

rch her house...
watch me eat! den played ps3 for a while..
BORED!
den saw auntie seela... greeted her..
lalala~
den yuting went to play wif her terrapin...
using dat to scare me -.-!!
i'm like running like mad???
argh!.!

den played wif roller blade for awhile
den weisiong came back...
gave back his roller blade
den went to the fitness corner neardy...
managed to do ONE pull up!
den roller blade for 2.4km. (:

saw tish 2 familiar faces.
first one kpt looking at me
but i looked away as he changed alot.
second one frm other sch de NP
but he cnt recognise me
so nehbermind...
and yuting told me hes oso frm zps.
erm??

[sry for wad i said but... u are just like... revolving around two gals which i dun like.. so yar..]
[hus voice?]

2009-05-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

plainli did nth...
i tink so...
ytd nite chatted wif xx until 12 plus..
and my eyes were swollen tish morning.
awfulli ugly erh! >_<
but realli thankful dat he was there..
and giv me sum words of encouragement
even though we are so far apart...
and i realli missed him!!!
wanna fly thr aft his Os
xp

hm... went to study aft aftnoon lesson...
erm... didnt study in the end..
talked crap??
dun noe.. (:
went to hougang mall to buy sum stuff first..
den cap to her house..
btw thanks for the meal!! ((:

2009-05-04T20:26:00.001+08:00

我好想你。

为什么你的一句话就能让我那么安慰？

为什么你只是表哥？

为什么你在国外而不是在我身傍？

为什么？？？

-心肝-

2009-05-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

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BLEHS!!!!

2009-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BELATED BIRTHDAY ISSAC!! Xp

2009-05-01T22:01:00.002+08:00

went for tution in the morning
wif liting and yanting.
kinda fun...
went hm earli coz mummy call me cum back play mahjong..
$1$2 won $14 NIA. -.-''
kay better dan nth...

now at home.. dun feel like talking to anione..
so appeared offline
but chatted wif onli few...
complicated mind...

was alr trying veri hard to smile and laugh
but sumtings jus disappoint me alot
and i dun noe how to talk tings round.

dunnoe wads going on wif my mind and i onli noe how to slp.
stress? i dun noe.

laughing wifout restriction is the most natural laughter.
love it.

2009-04-29T21:15:00.003+08:00

long time since i post?

yea tish sentence again...

hm.. exams period...

MT... erm.. okay bahs..

ENG... erm... okay bahs...

serious dun feel like saying aniting..

finalli realise wads going on deep inside me...

its complicated. boy.gurl.frens. kor.>_<

he is making me so silent.

i dun look forward to see his face but i love to see his face.

i love the way he looks at me.

i love the moment when we have eye contact.

i enjoy everi moment wif him.

i cherish everi moment wif him.

COZ ITS SO RARE!

but i'm afraid.

afraid dat he treats me the diff way i treats him.

pretend to be the way u wan to feel so dat u can feel the way u wan.

2009-04-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

longlong time ago since i post. >_<
theres alotalot of tings in my mind rite now.
and i dun noe which to say first..
time flies realli fast but sumhow i enjoy my tight schedule alotalot
went through conflicts and quarrels.. hope all are solved now.
spent lots of fun tim wif him and them. enjoyed.
smiling inside.

ytd np... last training wif the NCOs.
definitli going to miss them...
and soon enough i will understand why they scold me for certain reasons...
and will be recalling she/he was once standing thr screaming at us like a crazi person.

np end.. went to mac awhile den walk home..
rch home at 9 plus...
shoulder aching... god!

supposed to go for tuition 2day but cancel.
supposed to go church but ite nvr.
lazi... >_<
homework not done oso... xpxp
OOPS!

slpt at around 12 plus...
i tink so...
den woke up at 11 plus tish morning. :D
hahas

6.19pm now...
watched thumbelina in youtube..
so nice omg...
they almost destroy their home...
and the babies were SO CUTE!!
omgomgomg!! ahhahahas..
lluuvvv to watch!!! (((:

going ah mama house now.. hahas byebyes.

2009-04-25T13:14:00.001+08:00

CHEER UP ALI !! ((:
nidd not be so sad yos..
take cares~!!

2009-04-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

few more hours to SYF!!
time flies so fast. omg.
a moment i was still learning the steps.
nxt its time for competition..
are we ready??
hope so!

gonna do my veri best 2moro!
the last one and
must get gold wif honour!

its ryan's last choreography wif us..
realli sad to hear dat...
hope can realli impress him by our performance 2moro.

dun blif in lucks. jiayous!!

have to slp by 9.. gudd bye!

[time bomb its time to EXPLODE!!!]

2009-04-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY SUHAILAH!!

2009-04-05T14:12:00.003+08:00

veriveriveriveri long ago nvr post liaos..
hahas coz nth interesting marhs..

but 2day quite interesting.. xp
when to offer prayers to my chorchor and tai gong...
at old chua chu kang thr...
yepps... NP HQ thr...
we went thr by lorry...
so cool larhs.. wif my cousins, aunties and uncles...
den go home dat time rain heavily....
hahas... den sum got umbrella sum dun have.
the adults were wearing rain coats and not the children..
yao syou.
xp
reached home.. bathe in hot water..
so shiok...
quite a memorable day..^^

2009-03-27T20:58:00.003+08:00

12.30 pm end sch.
12.50 pm nidd to meet dance members at the foyer.
for outdoor rehersal.

cher release us at 12.40 pm
cuz we noisy. -.-'"

aft dat rushed to meet my frens.
didnt realli eat lunch
coz not enough time..
den was like running around
the sch searching for ppl...

set off sch at around 12.50 pm..

rch dat secretive place in a few mins. -.-'"
had training for hours.
entertainment as wel...
frm dat 2 little kid.
they cute larhs.

went back sch for np...
didnt join they coz i wearing skirt. -.-'"

went home 7 plus...

not tired.

2009-03-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

so long nvr post liaos..
sry bout it..
was super busy...
for tish week.....
mon- lesson end at 3 plus.
aft day straight away go dance.
tues- lesson end 1.30pm.
dance start at 3.30pm
wed- no dance but got remedial until 2 plus.
aft dat go for tuition.
thurs- lesson end at 3 plus.
aft dat straight away go for dance again.
fri- lesson end at 12.30pm.
12.50pm syf training. outside..
so wun be able to go for np.
gosh!!
for the rest of the week same oso..
except for fri..
maybe will have slight change..
but still wun be able to go for np.
which means no mor tough training..
which mean i'm gonna grow veri fat soon!
ahhas nehbermind..
got dance! xp
full up!

jus came back from tuition..
not bad...
at least i dare to ask those few qns dat i dun noe...
but so late end.
plus tired!
almost cnt focus jus now..
hahas...

2moro got dance..
and my whole body is still aching rite now...
my god my god!
aft syf gonna find my hands and legs sumwhr else le.

new dance tee cuming on fri..
woohoo!!
its so nice man... ahhas..
cnt wait to wear it?
xpxp

cnt participate in sports day.
damn damn sad.
tish yr new class new fren.
canot run wif them.
stupid.
argh!! go see them run oso canot!

nehbermind..
nxt yr!
aniways.. gudd luck for those hu participating..
all the best!

[hes so swit!]

2009-03-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

i dun noe if its true anot but it hurts.

2009-03-11T21:59:00.002+08:00

long time since i touch my com and even a longer one since i post..

ahhahahhas.... xp

lots of tings came and go... not intending to rite all down sorry yea.

today.. wed... late sch reporting time.. slp until latelate...so shuang... ^^

den left home quite earli so decides to go faj house.. yea welcumed...

aft dat when to buy drink.. walked super fast. xp almost late but never. hahas...

mr goy didnt cum 2day... amaths student slack all the way. gudd luhs huhhs...

nehmind.. dnt practical oso quite fun but spent alot time sawing and all....

lucky got Mr. Freddy's help. sry if i spell ur name rongli.. >_<

chin hong went crazy shouting over dun noe wad tings.. yea regarding mr freddy

again... hais... sad for him... so yuting was saying its a wonder he nvr get cane.

no offences at all.

went back to class... mr yeo on mc... slack! ahhas... thrs work but nobody realli bothered...

jus copying here and thr... the relieve cher oso guai lan. -.-'" chit chatted bout dun noe wad FAT and FBT gang.. all started by Nicholas... hahas dead. xp

aft school.... help dat superman do his essay. -.-'" den got eat wif dat zhu... den go back sch take bag den go home liao... dats all i tink...

gtg.. cya...

2009-03-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

she says: you are not worth being me friend at all. and jus bcuz i noe more ppl dan u, u stay by me most of the time. (is dat realli true?) and u even use ur secrets to get closer to those hu i am closer to dan u are clsoer to de ppl. hey, wasnt that childish at all??

he said find SUMDAY we go out together and heard dat u replied him i'm busi. excuse me? how u noe i'm busi when u didnt even ask me? yesh i'm busi; DAT AFTNOON. but wad he said was sumday not dat aftnoon.

2009-03-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

such a long time since i post.
lots of ting happened....
dun wish to mention them out.
but things are better now,
and hope time will heal everiting...

at first plan to go gym wif ali, rafi, kharil and sharil but in the end nvr.
why?? coz rafi told me rite aft school go den suddenli he say he go home first. den dat ali got lesson till 2.30pm. so they decide to go at 2.30pm. den me and faj ehs? -.-'"

nehbermind. i kpt to myself.

aft dance called ali and ask if faj and i are suppose to join them in hougang mall or we go home. he tell us go join them. kay go join them.

rch, saw them in KFC. sat down and eat ice-cream. aft while they all jus walk off wifout telling us whr they going. can say wif out talking* so wads the meaning of dat? u all oso din bother to call and tell us or rather ask whr were we. when i tell u(elmo) dat time u tell me u tot kharil tell us le. he got talk to us anot first. u can say i deaf didnt hear aniting but faj oso nvr hear aniting okay? aft dat he(care bear)say he tink dat kharil got tell us. sure anot? he tot u tink hu will confirm sia.

or u all trying to tell us we did a rong decision? actions speaks louder dan words and maybe u all proved it to us le. second time tish kind of ting happen. nxt time wan slack wif u all anot realli have to tink THRICE le. but hope it wun happen again.

2009-02-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

long time since i post...
alot of tings happened...
everiting was to myself...

geo and MT exam 2day....
geo stil okay.. but MT...
i dun noe wad happen to me..
totalli no mood do the paper...
i noe do test no depend on mood de larhs..
but i seriousli jus cnt do it..
i even wasted the first half an hour tinking wad rite..
finalli got sum idea...
but in the end dun noe wad happen...
rite a totalli diff qns as the paper...
when i realise dat time jus nice time up...
i seriousli dun noe wads going on..
and i dun noe wad can i do further more....
its the second time tish kind of ting happen le..
i burst out crying aft dat larhs.
its like... why must like depend on my mood in order to do my exams.
why must i...?
i dun wan...
how i wish sumone could giv mi one tight slap and wake me up.

2009-02-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

wooh~
so long nvr post liaos...
will jus rite out the few tings i rmb....
fri nite slack in sch until evri late...
wanted to see 'dat ting'....
wif jessica and afew guys and
i tink i screwed up everiting...
feeling bad....
so went home alone....

sat, valentine...
didnt go out wif anione...
aft noon... sudden decision to go malaysia for dinner...
den go thr.. dinner wif mosquito. -.-'"

oh gosh so lazi blog.. -.-'"

bye.

2009-02-14T16:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPI VALENTINES...

hahahhas......
currentli in malaysia now. XP
first time in malaysia surf the net.
hahas excited.
quite fun. xp
nidd to attend to a dinner 2nite
dats why will cum back.
if not wun de but in s'pore oso nth to do...
nobodi wan. )):
hahas jus kididng... gtg le... cya...
enjoy ur holis.... xpxp

2009-02-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

wooh.. so long nvr post liaos...
kays.. lets start from....

Previous saturday, 7th Feb 09
Got a veri big surprize frm the NCOs/08.
(almost noon)
dey came to my house...
i was like super shocked.
aniways it made my mother veri happi.
thx alot...
coz she say seldom got ppl cum my house bai nian...
plus the amount in the red packet i dun noe got how much larhs
but no matter how much it is..
its jus an appreciation frm her
my famili are currenli under finacial problems
.... so yah....
sry bout it. hope u all can understand...

2.30pm dat veri same day...
supposed to go church de but my friend not sure going anot...
so in the end didnt go.. -.-'"
bored dead at home luhs...
if noe earlier can go study wif they all.
dots....

the rest of the day... nth much to say...

Sunday, 8th Feb 09
woke up at 11 plus...
went jogging wif my sister and one of her fren.
super sian.. >_<
they like slacking instead of exercising...
asked sumone else to join me but sadli he cant..
too far frm his home...

awhile onli suddenli whole bodi veri itchy and hot...
dun noe wad happen...
red red de...
one dot one dot pop up oso.
not chicken pop.

quickli when home to bathe...
spent around 20 mins soaking in the soap...
okay lehs..
my sister's turn...high fever. -.-'"

nxt time canot go serangoon stadium run liaos...

at nite when go ah mama's house for dinner...
siansiansian!!

Monday,9th Feb 09
Went to school as usual....
almost fall aslp during Mr Farid class!
oh gosh...

aft lesson went to play the stupid ball again.
hahahs.... den Jessica de mind abit hornihorni...
aft dat abigail, jinnelle and emily came to join us...
sumhow kena pangseh... -.-'"

clarice call me accompany her go eat.. okay... went..
aft dat came back school..
god she cried.
bcuz of dat stupid da bo.

[ pls lorhs... use butt tink oso noe can!?
whr got ppl valentine buy present for other gals de sia.
still dare say i dun care horhx.
summor u tell de is not me is she lorhs.
u noe she how sad anot.
motherfucker! ]

aft dat she left...
i continued to slack...
slapped him!
hah! yesh!!
u say de wan.. i can slap i slap lorh
I SLAP LORHS!
like i will care pain anot.

2009-02-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

back frm the run.
got top 50...
was actualli running wif Jessica den she run until half went missing...
saw shevon...
ran wif her but awhile onli she oso go missing.. -.-'''
caught up wif yuiting...
ran wif her...
went missing again!

completed the run...
top 50...
last few distance can chiong de
but hard to breathe.. den forget it...
slowli...
not sure wads happening to my bodi....
admit dat physical fitness dropping alotalot
but hope nth rong...
plus can improve...

while deciding whr to go
sumone walked passed me and talked to me.
at dat time i was like day-dreaming...
but i just answered wifout noeing hu was it..
when i noe hu liao he ar.dy walk pass me..
den he sms me say i super dao.
ahhas.. sry luhs.. not purposeli de.

aft dat went to long john eat....
wif two other senior...
took quite a long time to finish it...
den went to play roller blade at jessica house thr...
they two like siansian.
obvious.... aft dat they decided to run aft us...
my leg dunnoe why super tired...
mayb coz cnt get use to dat pair of roller blade..
blade until 6 plus going 7...
den went to bus stop to take bus...

rch home.. still nidd eat dinner *again*.
sian...

2009-02-06T14:12:00.002+08:00

the person hu said wanna turn the time back is u.
the person hu gave up everiting is oso u.
no comment.
just dun regret.

if u realli have to tink dat much,
i rather u choose her.
i dun wanna see you so troubled and tired.
all the best to you.

wadever it is... hope you will be happi wif the decision u make.

2009-02-06T14:08:00.002+08:00

hahs... now at jessica house blogging. xp

ah yesh! dun nidd do marshal.

lalalalla~

finalli... hahas....

going cross country ltr...

still not sure going to run wif hu.

yesh wanna run...

aiya ltr see how larhs...

but hope can run luhs...

cya ltr. x)

2009-02-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

sort of wandering why he is teaching so fast..
now noe le...
he is going NS )):
supersuper sadsadsad.
gonna miss his lesson.
by the time he return there will be onli 1 week left bfor the CT1.
must realli study hard when he isnt around..
must not disappoint him.
rather a big improvement for him to see.

tears were forming up jus now when he was talking to us.
i oso dun realli noe why...
but frm the way he said it...
make me feel like.....

will always remember the word 'self-discipline' which he specialli mention to the class jus now.
and hope the class will seriousli be one and not cliques.

once a year de cross country... he wun be thr wif us.
wad if nxt yr he wun be our form teacher animore?
will be one of the sadest ting ever.

went for dance.. everione did a rather gudd job.
ryan didnt shout at us.
cheers alittle...
HuiLing managed to see dat i was alittle sad...
& told me to dumm everiting outside performance lab.
enjoy myself now... and not bring ani single of it inside.
better.

aft everiting end....
i'm the first to leave performance lab...
coz i wanted to be alone...

at first is ali and him will be waiting for me to go slack but
in the end he nidd go home.
yesh i was sad. i admit that. here.
sry... dat i lied jus now.

aft hearing his no reply(in the previous post)
started to tink alot of tings....
when to the toilet & cried for half an hour.

aft dat... did feel better...

heard the auntie screaming...
so went down to take my tings...
HuiLing they all was about to leave...
but before dat she told me sumting..
and.. yar.....

at home now...
not knowing wad to do...

2009-02-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

will i be able to let him go.
i dun tink i can.
(advise frm seniors aft knowing how i felt: let him go;forget bout him. unless you seriousli seriousli cnt let him go.)

you said u regretted for not accepting me.
hoping dat u could turn back time.
my ans was actualli you can.
but when sumone else asked u to choose u didnt give an ans
& said hard to choose.
if u seriousli have feelings for me u would not have said dat.
[ do u have?.. in the first place. ]
it wasn't the matter of choice u going to make but ur feelings.
i dun care wad bad comments other ppl said to me bout u.
i can even not care bout the advises.
i wun giv a damn as long as you can be faithful and its ur real feelings.
[not saying i took the advises for granted
but bcuz of the feeling i have for you.]

hu ever u have feelings for... best wishes.
hope we can remain tish stage of friendship or even better.

wadever it is... hope you will be happi wif it.

2009-02-01T12:42:00.002+08:00

woke at 8 plus.
reply msgs...
den 9 pus sister came in ask mi
wan join them for breakfast anot.
they having breakfast outside.
so lazi larhs..
having flu, slight cough and sore throat.
in the end decided to go wif them...
eyes super heavi..
liek going to close aniting but
dun wan close. -.-'"
when to lorong ah soo the for breakfast.
dun tink i spell wrong for the name.
aft eating went to shop around
and saw tish cute water bottle
which my np seniours used during np.
$2.50. wanted to buy actualli but didnt.
bought another kind of water bottle.
jus a normal one.

went home quite earli coz my sister still nidd to
pack her tings den go to city hall thr got performance.
CO. daddiw an send her thr she dun wan. -.-'"

and thr, here blogging wad happened.

hmwk times!!
still got alot heaven do yet.
have to finish it by 2day.
gtg.. byes!

2009-02-01T11:30:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 31 jan.

woke up at 7...
get prepared den go MC to meet JunWei,
Hanson, Jonathon, Sean & ChunSiang.
heaven eat breakfast jiu rush out liao
they all larhs go hurri me...
say going eat finish liao all waiting for me
den in the end i rch the they still eating.
kns! den bought a cup of milo.
drink the throat suddenli pain.
the more i drink the painful it is.
dun noe wad happen....
so drink half dun wan drink liaos...

CIP start at 10.
rch dat secondary sch at 8-9plus.
super earli rite?
wth.
den dat junwei go bring us walk around the sch. -.-'"
at 9 plus going 10 went to bishan interchange to fetch Liting...
they go mrt station to fetch ChinHong

enter sch dat time is wif Jessica...
inside alr have alot ppl liaos...

sat down to talk...
both of us super interested to
noe wad we gonna say nxt..
super funni larhs...
sunhow mysterious oso...

10 plus went out of sch for the donation ting...
went to the interchange,
around the mall.
dun noe walk how mani time larhs.
the liscense wrote can go hs to hs.
Jessica & Geraldine realli go up the HDB..
Liting and I dun dare so went down...
Rafi was thr... den Liting and I was thr to disturb him.
got him angry... i tink so??

den he just walk off... >_<>_< talked on the fone until 11 plus.. den sms dat catti until he fall aslp. -.-'"

he wanted to call me be his mei de...
but in the end nvr...
quite sad actualli...
coz like... i seriousli wanted a kor alotalot. >_<
but nehberminds...
kor dat word to mi oso like...
got lots of bad memories..
jus waiting for the new ones to cum...

slept at 1 plus.

2009-01-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

aft school went for dance to clean up the lines...
aft dat straight away went for np.
didn't realli eat lunch coz np is jus games not pt.
so nehbermind...

the games... okay larhs. quite fun.
den np end at around 6 plus...
straight away when home coz bruises all over my bodi...
wanted to so called 'rest'
den oso like suddenli recall the past times de tings...
dat why nvr accompany jessica go her interchange...
sry.

on the way back home...
at the garden thr...
was like recalling the time wif him.
rch certain spot wad we doing thr.
(omg sound so rong.)
most of it is keeping quiet and walking onli.
but still missed dat feeling alot. hais....
nth can be done oso. )):
super sad.
dunoe why will suddenli recall all dat.
making me so xing ku.

rch home...
sumone smsed me...
talked to me...
feeling slightli better...
but veri pek cek.
coz 2moro got the CIP ting
den dun noe how go dat place.
super luan. ...-.-'"
veri tired oso.
-sort of boring day.-

2009-01-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

chinese new yr cuming...
got celebration 2day..
performance abit sian...
but still okay larhs..
aft dat... seriousli dun noe wan go whr.
the preivous time when i go back to pri sch was wif my ex-kor.
den now ex liao lorhs.
sadsadsad. )):
den planned to go jogging at punggol park wif hanson they all de.
but in the end canot. )):

so got go back pri sch...
tish time round..
wif sister and her frens.
oh gosh so sad larhs...
den my batch de veri few go back.. >_<
hais... aft dat sent Liyana to bus-stop...
said byebye den go home liao.
bored larhs. >_<

tish year wun be able to see my cousin again liao.
ARGH!!!!
not he nvr go back ish wun be able to meet up larhs.
>_< arh harhssss.....

2009-01-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

total disaster.
aching all over here and there espicalli my back and my neck!
make me cnt dance properly. stupid.

just got home, felt dat daddi's mood not gudd.
when to ask my sister....
yea not gudd.
coz of mummi again.
daddi bought a fone for mummi as birthday present.
den mummi say dun like the ear pierce.
auntie? ear-pierce can buy.
aft dat give excuse.
'since daddi de fone spoilt let him use.'
eh ah ma!
he bought it specialli for u lehs.
i want new fone oso dun have now u have u dun wan.
wth?? plus u kpt complain ur current fone rite??
daddi buy present for u u dun wan.
dun wan nehbermind but u complain this complain dat.
as if like daddi wood. no feelings.
u ownself now how say me but dun noe say urself??
if realli like dat, will call daddi dun buy tings for u liao.
wad u wan u ownself go buy.

daddi ish so sad now larhs..
saying mummi dun accept his present. ( cute ) hahas...
dun noe wad to do sia.

2009-01-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

accidentalli deleted the previous post. >_<
kay... roughli its about finalli going back to church aft 3 years of missing. saw lots of old friends plus JieJie Teresa & JieJie Jeanie. missing them so much while i was away. :D studied bible... veri chim... but nehbermind.. slowli. hahas.. aft everiting played badminton until 6.30pm den take bus go home. dats all bahs. (:

2day.. morning.. jus wake up onli auntie call liaos. ask wan go Hougang mall anot. >_< jus wake up ehs!! hahas... heaven eat breakfast jiu go out liao. but go brush teeth and wash face larhs. (: hahas... went shopping for Lynn's new year tings.. saw SoonLam, Huda & Rosma outside the library there. should be waiting for ppl bahs. not sure. aft dat go my ah ma hs le.

campus super star de tickets available for free. hu wan?? onli got 3 here. 19th, 6.30pm to 10.45pm.. mediacorp TV theater.

2009-01-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

no time for games liao. >_<>

Went for NP 2day... quite tiring but fun too. loves the running alot; hate the tcs. like wad she said, wasnt succesful at all. damn bored. >.< class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">bunch of noisy ppl go liao. my ears unblocked! hahas..

aft dat go home straight! lazi wander around. oso lazi continue. byebye

2009-01-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

Tuesday,13th jan 09

bfore dance, went to mac wif Sylvia. go under the rain. made myself veriveri wet. cried alittle. not obviousli at all. aft dat meet peggy they all at the bigbig shelter. while waiting for them, was disturbing Jessie. hahas... aft go hougang point again.

time to dance... challenging steps. goshgoshgosh! soring here and thr now. >_<>

tis morning forgot bring wallet den just nice my ez-link wif my mother. she go top up. *lucky* at mac dat time den found out nvr bring wallet jus nice wan dun wan eat the harsh brown, den i got sumting to eat. *lucky* den wen sch end, lost ez-link! search everiwhr oso canot find. go office ask they say wif Mr William(he go home liao.) *LUCKY!* tank god.

wake up dat time whole body so pain larhs!! oh my gosh can. movement oso abit slow. >_<>

aft dat went eat Mac wif wan, hidayah and charles. will meet wif charles is bcuz he say ownself go sch veri bored plus he got pass by here. yah. den dat wan and hidayah, kpt saying i and him. stop can. if u all continue saying i realli going to avoid him liao. i say first*

rch sch, whole body still veri pain. so unbearable larhs. den dat Yuting still cum hit my back. OUCH! tears rolling down liao. she oso got shock. hahas... go class dat time straight away put my head on the table liao. dun wan so much movement.

dat cyrus de eye oso pajiao one. throw liquid oso throw until whr horhs!?

finali he cum take his clothes liao. -.-'" was realli considering ownself take and wear if he dun wan cum take. (:

2009-01-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

[ He is standing rite thr.

how i wish i could just walk

up to him and talk to him. but

it seems so diff for me. ): ]

CCA open house 2day.

can say is quite sucessful larhs.

2pm go rehersal in performance lab

tried afew times den aft dat 3pm go NP.

dragged bout 3 or 4 ppl aft dat march around

den its like afew ppl shouting onli larhs. Stupid!

say hao le march and sing song den becum like dat.-.-'"

4 plus went to change again... to dance tee den met them

in the hall... super tired.>_<

everiting over liao... went slacking in sch. (: as in walk around... den sumting becam jessica's joke of her life... hahas

lalalala.... until 7 plus going 8. den go home.

went home *alone* so sad larhs...

chatted wif reena on the fone...found out sumting dat is so serious. yet nobodi told me. misunderstanding is going on.....how to solve tis time round lehs... realli have no idea larhs. >_<

2009-01-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

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2day so hyper in Dance den stupid stomach feeling supersupersuper uncomfortable. as in wan vomit. [i dun have babi!] kay nehbermind.. can endure abit. den get hyper more... den CD player or wad canot play the song. so is like. super hyper but cnt dance in the full rehersal. WTF! but in the end still got dance larhs. aft everiting. -.-' den slack awhile. stomach still the same. argh!! den played wif water. run awhile onli tired. wad reallirealli going on!? wads happening to my bodi?? oh my gosh!! i wonder hows my future gonna b like. realli hope can be still veriveri hyper and wun have dat breathing problem. >_<>

now at home. sumhow skipped dinner. yea again.>_<

2009-01-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Third day...
go for Dance again... whole week got Dance can liaos. 2day Ryan got cum... KH oso have.. den combined rehersal wif the guys on stage... the song abit diff so everi bodi blur liaos... hahas... movement still smal. >_< bigger movement can?? awhile onli dismiss liao.. when slacking again... in the canteen... den is sumhow wanted to test the confidence so dared Shi Min to solo on the stage in the canteen. she realli dance!! so we all join her lorhs. den aft dat we go the corridor thr sit... sing... chat larhs.. while waiting for Roxanne... den go home at 6.35pm...walk to the bubble tea shop thr wif roxanne, jiawen,jessica and melissa... den while walking to their bustop, suddenli got one dun noe sort de or wad walk toward me den laugh. -.-??? obviousli is tio shock can? den on the way home.. saw Mr Willians at my house thr. ohmygosh. wad is he doing thr. den he saw me he smile den say 'feel the beat' hahahhas den i say yar. ^^

2009-01-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

Second day in school...
Jessica, Suhailah, Sofiah, Karen, Sharil, Jeremy Lim, Sean (if not wrong) wasnt in class wif us.. they went for the Peers leader tingy... den i sit wif Jessie. ^_^ was slacking all the way to sch end.. den go 7-eleven thr... was walking around bowen can liao larhs. dun wan say too much. lazi. >_<

aft dat go dance.... ryan nvr cum;combined rehersal wif the guys... should be okay bah.. i dun noe?? den felicia... the president of the dance.. go sabo me go lead... so nervous plus scari larhs... >_<

dance end liaos.. wandering again in the sch.. >_<>_<>_<>_<>_< hahs.. now at home liao.. eaten dinner.. got crab. hahas.. now realli feeling muchmuch better liao... yesh! hope 2moro will be better.

should be better larhs.. quite stressfull oso lorhs.. coz got rehersal in the hall. >_<
kays gtg liao... cya again.

2009-01-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

went to bugis...unwillingli...>_<>_< hais.. i spoilt her day. )):

daddi cum find us.. den walk around... saw this guy.. look like 'yuan zhu ming'. his attire, his
hair style and his tone of voice; performing. (blowing those special instrument.) which were made from wood(i think)... veri nice larhs the music. sounded so natural!! i mean...got those bird chipping... and dat chipping sound is cum frm the instrument de. at first daddi wan buy the CDs de but got 3 albums and one for $20. actualli quite worth it lorhs coz in singapore hardli get to hear those kind of so natural de music. den he scare my mummi will scold -.-... so nvr buy...

went to eat dinner 2gether. didnt realli eat again. hais.... seriousli no appetite. mouth just canot open. lunch oso never eat... but not hungry at all. aft they finish eating... planned to go mustafa but no space for my daddi de car.. so in the end go home.

now feelin much better le... yesh!!

2009-01-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 2th jan 08
back to sch but this time round is wif lots of strangers in class... not sure if this class i'm in gonna be fun like the previous class...but hope dat those scari strangers will soon will be my gudd friends...
Form teacher: Mr Goy
CO. form teacher: Mr Ash [>_<]
at night suddenli feel like vomitting... dun noe wad happen. so sick. didnt realli take dinner den go rest liao.. chatted wif sumone...as in sms, until 1 plus...den forced myself to slp coz veriveri tired liaos. but so diff to slp larhs. >_<
this morning okay liao den now suddenli feel the same again. wads happening??

2008-12-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

WAKE UP AT 7.30AM!!! sososo earli larhs.
Coz need go AiDi jiejie de wedding ceremony. veri few ppl go onli. mayb coz its week day bahs... Angie was the flower gal.. wif the guy's side de guy. sumhow cute... AiDi jiejie super pretti oso... den the groom still okay.. but when he say the vow, he cried. touch bahs...
Wedding dinner time... sitting arrangment abit weirdweird.. but nehbermind. den eateateat alotalot. had fun around dat place oso... when going home dat time still take whole famili foto.
rch home at 11plus.

fotos... nxt tim den upload. now lazi.

2008-12-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

dead bored!! ytd nite talk to them again but 12 plus hang off liao.. dat Zhu wan slp plus he veri tired oso... so yah...

tish morning go sch buy&change uniform. just nice Jessica and Dianah will be going sch oso so joined them but for awhile onli coz they got sec1 orientation camp de briefing. not they join them but they plan?? so aft dat go YuTing hs return her her PE T-shirt den go home liao. so bored!! Joel suppose to cum 2day de but the mother say they outside den veri late liao so dun wan cum. so watch hot shot watch until eye going close.. -.-'" not the show bored ish i tired. 2day wake up at 8 plus. super earli *for me* den 2moro got wedding nd to attend... nd wake up earli again... at nite slp earli oso cnt. hais...

2008-12-28T11:20:00.002+08:00

ytd went to xue fang house. yea again. hahas... den 4 plus like dat go play ground play... so big liao still wan play.. -.-'" but at home bored marhs. >_< we play while onli den go alot small kid say wan join us. den we play ice and freeze. dots. -.-''' cute de larhs they all but oso veri cheeky. play until 6 plus den go home eat dinner liao. leg super pain larhs. left at 9 plus.. go shop around for awhile.. bought my sch shoe and one t-shirt... saw this pants... suit him alotalotalot and tink he will like it de but dun tink i'm in ani position to buy him anithing le. hais... so sad!! rch home at around 11 plus... den talk on the fone wif dat ZHU and someone... lalal. hahass.. den he super quiet. dots. super pek cek. dots. den slp at 2 plus.. hahas.. now den wake up. 2day xue fang they all de turn to cum my house liao... my daddi slping sia. ltr he wake up mood not gudd i die orhs.. hahas

sch going reopen liao... dun noe now is cnt wait to go to sch or dun wan to go to sch... ltr got sch dun wan study i die. play too much le. hahas.. alrites... gtg liao... cya again reader. xpxp. BYEBYES...~

2008-12-26T22:06:00.001+08:00

MSN cnt login. More bored dan usual days. Ughh!!

Jia Ching promise liao will make passport cum s'pore find us de... looking forward. hope he doesnt go back on his word.

nth much to blog about oso... tinking if i should delete this blog.

2008-12-26T08:55:00.002+08:00

so long nvr blog liao.. Marri christmas!! xpxp Finalli can go out. But is go buy uniform. -.-'" den shun bian go play outide awhile. hahas... aft dat nd babysit 2 of my cousins... will be bored to death in my grandmother hs.. no internet access. hais... hope dat two wun be too naughty. gtg liao. byebyes.((:

2008-12-23T17:23:00.002+08:00

Ytd - went to Mustafa wif Aunt Suz, angie and cheryl. go buy angie de dress. xp spent the whole day larhs.

Today lehs... 11am plus den wake up. is dat zhu call me den wake up de. haha like my boifriend like dat. >_< (like my boifriend not i have boifriend*) hahahahas.... she like so shock larhs.. when she noe dat i still slping at dat time. xpxp den she call me go wash up. 10 mins. but instead i continue slping. hahahahaha..... x)x) aft 10 mins she call my house my sister tell her i still slping.. she got another shock. lalalalala~~ >_<>

Tomorrow... will be going xue fang there coz sin yi they all cum singapore le. at first is plann to go Jurong swimming complex on the previous Sunday de but due to some reasons.. nvr go liao. den 2moro is go xue fang's hs onli. >_<>_<

[Consider update liao marhs??]

2008-12-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

Learned new steps ytd, practiced it 2day. x) ytd Ryan super pissed off larhs.. so sry >_< hope tings will get better 2moro...

2008-12-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

just came back frm malaysia... manage to meet they all. yesh!! gladgladglad...^_^ but onli can stay wif them for one nite. dat one nite oso canot stay overnight. -.-'" arh harhs!! )): i dun wanna cum back animore.. i wanna stay wif them ... i love being wif them...!! faster go make passport den cum s'pore lehs.... >_< hope can see you all soonsooonsoon again... ):

2008-12-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

dun understand why must u worry so much. THE MORE YOU WORRY THE WORST THINGS GETS. stupid! tis simple ting you oso dun noe. you wan work rite. work larhs! nobodi ask you follow us go back rite!? bring you back say wan work. dun wan bring you back say we dun care about you. why must you be so ma fan! mummi sum more. stay there oso not we dun noe how to take care of ourselves. there onli got children stay isit!? no adults harhx!? AND we three yr old kid harhx!! plus the person hu fetch us back oso not you or daddi!! she no comment u comment so much for fuck sake!? on dat day she oso cuming back singapore plus TO OUR HOUSE wad. u huang lo so much for wad!? showing dat you care alot for us harhx!? ltr turn behind ur back throw ur temper everithing on daddi larhx. pls larh. stop ur acting can anot!? tis oso the first time u do larhx. ur show ppl watch sian liao larhx. time to change for a new one! you wan jing ma jiang so much rite. nxt yr ban for you larhx. happi liao rite!?

2008-12-11T16:00:00.013+08:00

[Foto taken frm day1 to day 3]

Small discussion going on...

Waakie talkie dat we played wif in the car...

Rock.

Finalli see one building...

The apartment which we stayed in. second floor.

Christmas tree??

Shes cute de rites?? sadli cnt communicate wif her.)):

Random

Earli in the morning but cnt see their face.

Uncle low's hand

Shh.... Uncle low.. dat gay. xpxp

oso his idea of taking foto of other ppl slping

Shh.. Uncle Larry

Shh.. Uncle Peter

Shh... Roselind de jiejie..

Shh.. mommi slping...

Shh... Daddi slping...

x) Jonas...

Jesslyn;Cheryl;Lynn;Racheal;Angie

cool~

One of the petronas tower

Merry chirstmas...

Waste electric >_<

Lynn;Cheryl;Jesslyn;Angie

So misty and windy..

Christmas tree?

Nice...

me!!

Dats Singapore....

2008-12-11T15:22:00.004+08:00

Day 1 of the Genting Trip

Left home at 5.30am.
Met Uncle Low & famili, Uncle Peter & famili and Uncle Larry & famili at the Astro station aft the malaysia custom.
Start setting off in awhile a short discussion....
Reach Genting Highland at around 12 plus to 1pm.
Checked in to the apartment instead of highland hotel coz the person-in-charge forgot to book the hotel. -.-'"
Aft certain arrangement... went shopping. Quite bored luhs... fone oso no reception. stupid.
Time flies veri quickli... night time les... the adults play over-night mahjong, children had fun running around the apartment. xp tired le den go slp.

Day 2

Woke up at 7 plus. my cousin luhs.. noisy. >_<>
Had our breakfast and started playing les. Outdoor close luhs.. onli play indoor.. sian de larhs... )): Not even half a day, all the indoor games play finish liao le. -.-'"
We played... bumper cars;roller coaster;the dun noe wad boat;arcade;lan... others veri bo liao so nvr... yah... haunted house is nobodi go wif me... so didnt lorhs. nxt time must play liaos.
dinner time, forgot eat wad liaos... but aft eating scroll back home. super windy!! cool huhhs? hahas... enjoyed walking until the cold wind the most. >_<
back at home... everitings the same as day 1.

Day 3

last day, dun have the mist liaos... stupid larhx. last day den like dat. oso canot play liaos. -.-!! argh!!
breakfast- cup noddles. x)
Went to 'ban shan' to eat lunch..shopped for sum fruits den met this stupid shop-owner wif stupid atti. tell my mother dun wan buy dun take idiot huhhs?? dun wan buy can touch rite?? hahas dats wad Uncle Peter say. xp tis kind of atti hu wan buy frm her sia. her shop oso empti empti one. DOTS! her face oso like... act cute but not cute. OMG! er xin de larhs! -.-'"
forget bout her. dinner time now. veri fast huhhs?? hahas xpxp seafood time! wooh~! hahas.. yummi de larhs. ate alotalot. die liaos. >_<
aft dat... go separate ways le as all of us noe the way le.
rch home at about 10 plus. wan go online but canot. >_<>

2008-12-06T11:34:00.002+08:00

Wuhhhh~ dat zhu is back!... HAHAHAHA xpxp but i'm gonna leave soon. awww.... but zhu jiejie, u noe wad?? got one water balloon waiting for u to fetch her home worhs. hahas... x)x) will throw it at you sum day....hahahahhas... pass larhs... passpasspass. ((: few more hours will be gone. if onli i could stay there forever and not cum back. or go sum whr else and not cum back. x)

2008-12-05T20:30:00.002+08:00

oh yea... and zhu jiejie cuming back 2day..x)x) hope she got a safe journey back.. and did enjoy herself over thr with the elephant!! hahas... few mor hrs she will be back. ((:

2008-12-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

went for BBQ ytd ...admit dat its not dat fun but better den rotting at home and manage to do sumting i longed for. which is scream to the sea. and i finalli did it... with the present of Yong Xiang, Jessica and the rain. xpxp as the rain got bigger... we walked slowli back to the shelter whr our bags were. hahas... on the way back... sumone called me and i ans it. roxanne was saying "ur fone waterproof de horhx??" hahas... but in the end the LCD screen got mist. hahaha... but now okay le larhs. the rain got heavier and heavier... quite bored oso so played in the rain!! xp singing song at the top of our voice... as if the whole park is ours. hahas... enjoyable larhs. soon enough... the rain gets lighter... *Stupid* people setting up fire le... and NCOs arrived... finalli Charles dun feel left out le... ((: aft dat.. is realli screamed like siao de larhs.. saw alotalotalot of floating de... crawling de EARTHWORMSSSS!! omg its disgusting de larhs! Jia Wen was like pulling me through dat path just to get to dat stupid toilet wif Jessica. but tankli dat she pull me through and not leave me thr. >_< Tankq Jiawen... ^_^
start to BBQ liaos.. onli eat 1 and 1 mouth of chicken wing and 1 sausage and it cost $5. -.-'" the food must be a branded one. hahas... played taiti and cheat. quite fun bahs... but i kpt losing correct liao. >_<
8 plus les... time for me this direction moron to go home. -.-'" i dun noe how go dat bus stop! den waitwaitwait until 9+++pm. mummi du lan liaos dun wan ans my call. )): but in the end Charles de papa send me home. tankqtankq. saw his sister oso.. cute. ((: *yawn* so tired le.. so went to slp but dun noe why eye open so big until 4 plus. -.-'" leg oso super pain. if cramp nvr mind lorhs... awhile will go away but tis is dun noe why whole leg pain. like veri tired like dat. now so slpy... alright.. time to go.. byebyes..

2008-12-03T17:23:00.003+08:00

yesh...can go dat BBQ 2moro... but cnt stay over night which mean cant see sunrise oso lorhs. )): but hope can see the sunset...

Thx to mou mou ren for chatting wif me ytd night. my fone like going bomb de larhs. x)x) super hot! but aft dat got a peaceful slp till 2day morning... went to Cheryl's sch aft dat Kovan. Didnt buy anithing jiu cum back les. >_<

wooh~ Jessica back le... how bout Zhu jiejie ehs?? >_<

-counting down 2 days-

2008-12-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

... dun feel like going home at all... just feel like wandering alone outside. i want to be alone! not alone at hm but a quiet place in the silent dark night but i just cnt!! had been having this kind of troubled feeling for more than 1 mth. seriousli tired of it. Zhu jiejie... faster cum back pls. i need ur shoulder alot now. just few mor days. she will be back and i will be out of here. i dun even noe will i get a change to see her anot. i realli wish for dat three days out of here, i can get my mind right again.

the others wil be having BBQ on the 4th. some staying over night in the MC or wad. i wish i hope i can be thr. to stay awake the whole night by the beach. to see the sun set and the sun rise. to be there to scream it all out. but i just cnt go!! )):

2008-12-01T17:12:00.002+08:00

Orhs... so 2day is dat important day to mummi and daddi.. xpxp noe liaos... [now den noe. -.-'"]

When to find Jia Xuan... cute de larhs she.. eye so big!! wth so jealous sia.. >_< How i wish can spend the whole day wif her but sadli cnt. )): nehberminds... Joel cuming 2moro, 2moro de 2moro plus 2moro de 2moro de 2moro x)x) will be veri busy. FINALLI! theres sumting for me to do. yesh!! hahas... cnt wait to 'babysit' him. must be enjoyable and fun bahs... XPXP gtg les... BYES~
-counting down 5 days- pray hard they are safe.

2008-11-30T21:56:00.001+08:00

Start worrying for zhu jiejie and Jessica liaos. wonder how are they doing now... safe?? >_<

Lynn cuming home 2night... rching soon bahs.. 10pm. hope she did take care of herself thr.

-counting down 4 mins/ 5 days-

2008-11-29T10:59:00.002+08:00

ytd night chat wif dat zhi cheng 'hunk' de... he seems to be busy so i told him chat some other times bahs. but... he like get the wrong idea ehs... he like tink dat i don't want to talk to him... haiyos... how explain ehs?? hope hes not angry.
lights going off that time lehs.. dianah suddenli sms me. she seems troubled orhs... so asked her wad happen. aft telling me, i did sumting les.. hope everithing will go on smoothli. (: no worries dianah. don't think too much kays. cheer up. say chiz xpxp

woke up at 8am 2day. so earli larhs. dat stupid meimei go disturb me. -.-'" wake up so earli just to watch dat show- you're my destiny. but not bad larhs. quite nice. dun feel bored for ani of part of show. at least better dan sitting down thr and rot!
wooh... 2moro got celebration. x) must enjoy myself!! forget everithing and play hard. hope can realli live as if theres no 2moro. like dat de hua... should be can forget wad i wan to forget bahs. nehbermind... will look forward to it.
counting down 1/6 days.

2008-11-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

Happi birthday Yan Ting/Ting Yan xpxp
hope you enjoy this special day of yours... still rmb dat day when you were lying in dat small bed bside lots of baby boi and baby gal?? hahas x)
stupid hunk?! online oso nvr talk to me. dun wan talk to you les. blehx! xp
counting down 2 days and 7 days. Lynn's and zhu jiejie's return. (:

2008-11-27T12:03:00.003+08:00

Congratez for giving birth to him succesfulli. Papa ish Mr Yeo Peck Choon. Mama ish Mrs Suzanne Tan. Baby boi ish Mr Joel Yeo. x)) His cute de lorhs... so young noe how to suck finger les. sadli Lynn won't be able to celebrate wif us larhs. her flight rch s'pore at 10pm++. so late. parti end liaos lorhs. >_< but... hope everione will enjoy themselves lorhs. yea... there will be a celebration at Sunny Spring. whrwhrwhr?? Buffet start at 12 bahs. not veri sure actualli. jus wanna go there play water!! hahas.. swim larhs. becuming fatter and fatter les.. must exercise abit more. x)

-counting down... 8 more days-

2008-11-26T17:17:00.004+08:00

Alone, wondering in the mall at 1 plus. Jessica was late. so i waited. and....

back to one of the memories which i dun realli like. Can still rmb dat day. the place whr he were standing with his friends while waiting for me, the exact place whr he sat in the Mc for lunch, the shop he mentioned to me whr he was in, the exact place whr he sat while waiting for me so that he can send me home, the exact spot whr he stood bside me while waiting for the bus, the exact place whr he sat wif me in the bus. why cnt i just forget all those?? everi single thing. must i not go to compass animore so dat i will not recall it again?? or must i get invovle in an accident. dat will cause to lose all my memories. hais... saded. ( she says: " Jesslyn, u have to put all dat aside. its the past and memories. it doesnt exist animore. theres no point holding on to it when it doesnt help at all but onli hurts." " yea its the past but i still find it hard to believe that hes out of my life. maybe alittle mor time. ")

(when she rch...) When to look for her sister, veronica(hope didnt get the wrong spelling) in Seng Kang Sec. She lost her way!! In the end becum her sister and her friends looking for us not we go find them. -.-"" aft that went to compass to shop around. but spent most of the time sitting down to eat. Quite sian oso larhs.. >_<

Bought a simple but delicious dinner. (to me onli) rawr... yummi....
counting down... 9 more days

2008-11-25T18:16:00.002+08:00

Quiz. (Tagged by Jessica)

People who had been tagged must write their ans in their blog. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged CANNOT refuse, state who they are tagged by and CANNOT tagged the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) Roxanne

2) Clarice

3) Hayati

4) Zhang yi

5) Jeramiah

6) Wan

7) Yan Ting

8) Cheryl

Qns:

1) Believe in fate/ destiny??

Not realli.

2) What do you want in your life now??

My past time smiles, laughter and joy. Nth else.

3) Do you tend make relationship complicated??

Too chim for me to understand. -.-'"

4) Who always make me laugh??

YAP YU TING and some other people.

5) Who are you missing right now??

Jia Ching and family(my cousins) and him. x)

6) If you have to choose. Friend or Love??

Dun noe ehx.

7) What emoticon do you like to show??

When i feel like show wad i show wad lorhs. depending to hu.

8) What is life to you??

er... Stupidity and unfair bahs. Not sure.

9) If you have some thing troubling you, what will you do??

Normalli is talk to someone who is able to console me but wishing to go to the beach for a scream.

10) Who you admire(not like) the most??

My father and some jokers.

11) When is your birthday??

5th July -.-"'

12) What do you do when you are moody??

Normalli is listen to songs or slp. (:

13) Who is/are the people/person you trust most??

My aunt and my Zhu jiejie(:

14) Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain??

Yes.

15) If you have a dream to come true what will it be??

Troubles-free and to be damn cheerful and enthu.

16) Do you believe in Eternity love??

Not realli. Not sure.

17) What feeling do you love most??

Sometime*alone/lying on the sand wif him and the stars

18) What feeling do you hate the most??

Being disturbed too much on.

19) Who care for you the most??

Family+members and some of the friends.

20) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Being able to cope with studies, stress and relationships. plus staying happi.

21) What do you do if nobodi care for you ani longer??

Think through what wrong have I done to make them lose their care and concerns for me.

22) What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfrend two-timed you??

Ask for explanation den see how. most propbabli break up les.

2008-11-25T15:05:00.002+08:00

First day shes away. still got 10 more days. miss her so much luhx. ): but hope shes enjoy herself thr. when to sch to see the result. rejected. Hidayah was damndamndamn sad de larhx. but why she will drop when her results were better than some of her friends and they didnt drop?? Hais... how to cheer her up lehx?? Hidayah arh hidayah.... like what he said.. try to accept the fact bahs. smile always kays(:

-counting down 10 more days.

2008-11-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

daddi daddi i want this. nonono daddi daddi i want that. aiya daddi everithing can?? ah hahas.. x) he is finalli back. ^_^ yeah!!
Going sch 2moro again... aft dat.. no plan les... haiyos so bored larhx.
Flying off soon de Zhu jiejie... gonna miss u muchmuch. don't play with the elephants there play until forget me horhx! ): aft u return will be my turn to leave les. haiyas... den we cnt meet for the nxt few days luhx. awwww )): saded! nehbermind. cum back must hao hao bu chang. xpxp sound so rong. hahas.. kays cya again worhx!! enjoy ur trip thr horhx!! MISS YOU ZHU JIEJIE! love eu lotslots~

2008-11-24T12:50:00.002+08:00

idiot. just hate u dat much. cnt u just free her mind?? u 'open mouth close mouth' oso say u forget the pass le but u OSO nvr prove dat u had forgotten them. -.-"' cnt be JUST friends?? *since u had forgotten them* ('okay i can be ur friend but wad should i do?') eh pls larhx. if u realli treat her as ur friend u wun ask dat kind of qns de lorhx. let it be natural can? yes natural. avoid her. -.-"' wt*??like dat call friends!? ask u talk to her u say 'i dun find a need to talk to her OR no topic to talk to her.' in that case why not delete her contact from MSN and her contact number frm ur fone?? save space and memory rite + dun even need to tink of ani topic to tok to her -.-"' she waited for 40+ days just for u to spend A single night to talk to her on the fone(u didnt) and even ended it saying dat shes not understanding enough just by saying u a few sentence like ' go do ur work larhx business man'. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wanted to say this out a long time ago but didnt managed to. finalli. no offence to anithing/anione.

2008-11-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

hais... super sian de lorhx. everitime slpslpslp. x) wonder how will i look like when sch re-open. hahas... scarli alotalot fatter worhx. xpxp Hm...

Wishes for....

Lynn - enjoy urself in China, there whrever now. ^_^ Take cares. Cya soon. (:
One of the senior - enjoy urself in JB too. Take cares. (:
Joker daddi - happi working there. Take cares take cares!! cum back as soon as possible kays. Miss u ~ ):
Cheeky Jonas - Recover soon kays. Best wishes. (:
Loveli Joel - Full month soon le... must b a gd boi when u grow up worhx... cnt wait to play with u. hahas... x)
Zhu jiejie - hope u will enjoy urself wif the elephants over thr.. xp will be missing u over here. take cares worhx. (:
Cousins in oversea - Miss you all so much... must take cares over thr. hope everithing goes on smoothli and see ya soon espicalli Jia Ching Korkor they all. 4 yrs since we meet le... when u all cuming back lehx?? ): everione missing + waiting u all. >_<>

Nobodi else le bahs... hope i didnt miss out anione.

2008-11-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

CCA open hs 2day... so quiet. -.-! over thr zi high onli. of coz wif sum of the other frens larhx. -.-! but almost all not enthu des. hais... not veri fun worhx. ): before fall in... went to girl guide dat side... to help out sumthing.. x) lalala~ hahas... aft dat... drillsdrillsdrills until ??? saw that guy over there... wad reaction should i have ehx?? suddenli the mood downdown. haiyas. )): dissmisal time..."OMG! i lost my ez-link card!" Neh.. not me.. its jessica. hahas.. xpxp. she gan jiong make me gan jiong oso. -.-! her card inside my bag and i cnt find it. my eye si beh pa jiao sia. kns. sry jessica. seriousli nvr see it.. plus dun noe is dat hu put inside des. x)

2008-11-18T21:17:00.002+08:00

tagged by Zhu jiejie

rule 1: People who had been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

rule 2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tagged the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending other people. ( omg so lo suo )

Qns 1: What is your CCA?

NPCC & Dance

Qns 2: Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?

NO I'm not a les.

Qns 3: Do you enjoy going to school?

Enjoy going to school to meet friends up and not to study. :)

Qns 4: What would you do with a billion dollar?

Don't need to think about that. impossible. -.-

Qns 5: Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Depending how close are we.

Qns 6: Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?

Being love by someone who you love.

Qns 7: List out your favourite songs.

Not sure.

Qns 8: If the person you like is secretly attached. What will you do?

Will give them my blessings.(depending who is that girl)

Qns 9: Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

Yes but no longer one.

Qns 10: What makes you angry?

When someone joke TOO much even when the word serious is said.

Qns 11: How would you see in 10 years time?

Shall we see it in 10 years time and not now??

Qns 12: Who is currently the most important people to you?

Not sure also. Maybe cousins.

Qns 13: What is the most important thing in your life?

Goal-less/ hopeless

Qns 14: Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Neither of them. -.-!

Qns 15: What is your favourite colours?

Black and white/ only a few light colours.

Qns 16: Would you give all in a relationship?

Don't know.

Qns 17: If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who will you pick.

When such thing happen then say.

Qns 18: Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?

Probably yes. Matter of time.

Qns 19: What will you want to tell the person you love?

Should i tell everyone about it?? -.-!

Qns 20: What type of person will you fall in love with.

That person must be taller than me but not too tall for me.

The 5 person who must do this quiz.

1- Hayati

2- Jessica

3- Joshua

4- Thinking

5- Thinking x)

2008-11-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

back from camp. quite fun... get to noe sum of the juniors, got closer wif sum of the squadmates too. first day of camp, hm... hardli rmb anithing... onli rmb kpt playing and eating. hahas.. go thr jian fei bcum go thr zhen fei. alamak.
2nd day, play sum games in the morning and went to pasir sir ris in the aftnoon. had a game called amazing race. its so fun but tiring. require alot of teamwork and cooperation plus energy for running. hahas... but at least everione enjoyed it. tink so. (: sadli some of them got injured. hope their wound will recover faster. Whiskey was the first to finish. yeah! followed by Alpha den 'micheal'. congratez...(: aft dat lalalala~ den we had BBQ! while waiting for the CIs to bbq the food, we had the 98.7 fm radio on! haha... no larhx... actualli is we all singing.. hahas.

3rd day, work up at 6 plus for pt... tiring. hais.. physical lvl dropping le.. ): aft dat is cleaning and receiving of ranks and badges. den.. break camp! wooh~ hahas.. clarice jie waited for me outside. so happi to c her thr. hahas... went for lunch wif her and meet this group of....scary people. hahas... aft daddi came to fetch me home. ^_^. finalli home sweet home. hahas... lastli... thx CIs and teacher officer for everithing. ^_^ byebyes(:

2008-11-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

time realli flies... the previous moment, was siting in class wif lots of strangers. now ehx... hugging ur friends like they would hav 2moro like dat. -.-!!! its so fun being wif them. wonder will i get the same joy and fun wif that new group of frens like the fun and joy i got tis yr wif the old frens.
wun be home 2moro.. so i'm wishing you now... HAPPI BITHDAY Hanson. enjoy ur special day worhx. and... i wun fal!! hahas..

goin camp 2moro... cnt wait for the torture thr. hahas... hope... during camp... the discipline lvl will improve lorhs. den the NCOs and the CIs wun nd to worry so much le... everione.. lets cooperate wif one another kays?? get high. woo~ (: see ya.

2008-11-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY REENA!!

went to her hs for party gathering. hidayah, farina and sofiah was thr too. ^_^ while waiting for them( farina and sofiah), we went to search for our results. as in, see which class we will be go to and wad subject we will be taking nxt yr. Hidayah got shocked and the nxt moment when we (reena and i) saw her, tears were alr rolling down. wanna noe wad happen?? ask her urself. xpxp. aniways.. dun sad (: quite shock to see my results too.

aft dat wen for np training, got scolded bahs... saying the party was mor important dan my squadmates blablabla. -.-! but at least i got go lorhx. my fren still call me dun go ehx. not saying its sumting big or wad but i did tink for them okay. sum of them oso dun feel lik going but in the end still got go. its not fair to them if i dun go and they go thr and suffer for me. so i went. another thing is, how can i change my face lehx?? wifout smiling, ppl will say i showing atti. must i smilesmile everi moment?? i try?? plusplus, if u wan to say anithing, jus say straight in the face can?? dun nd turn one big round and shoot me. -.-! i will blur de lorhx. -.-!! i rather hear the truth dan lies. -.-. sry, no offence.
released at around 5 plus or 6 plus. went to Hanson's hs, baked muffins. edible?? u sure?? hahas... quite nice larhx.. fun oso. sadli dun hav flour fight. haha...xpxp. jessica went hm earlier coz her mother rang her up and scolded her.. tink so. so left wif Hanson. Jun Wei and me. we started packing things up when his mother got hm. shes cute!! hahas...((: had a great time aft all. ^_^

2008-11-11T22:17:00.007+08:00

so busy 2day. finalli finish packing the things for the upcoming camp. hahas.. dats why nvr go online for the whole day until now. (: went to fetch my sister in the aftnoon 2day, saw this WHITE FAT guy wif super bad atti. frm zhonghua pri sch. pri 5 or 6 bah... red house. got a sister frm class: 2F/08. name arhx. shu sumtingsumting. hah! [why am i saying so much bout her??] -.-. disturb my sister wif out ani reason by calling names and pulling her hair. if i'm not wrong. its consider bullying bah?? he doesnt even hav a full view mirror. still wan to scold?? bully ppl. -.-!!! Gal sum mor. lame larh. dun hav the dare to bully guy dats y bully gal isit?? -.-!! at least if u hav a gd look other ppl will rather admire ur looks lorhx. sadli u dun hav. throw ur parent's face onli lar horhx!! oh ya! they dun stay wif u rite? no wonder larhx. no manners at all. ORH BI QUACK!! aiya.. cnt blame u oso larhx. i will be stupid. -.-! go sch for wad de harhx?? ur teacher oso nvr teach u wads manners?? omg. u r throwing ur teacher face oso. wonder hus dat cher of urs! plus... dat teacher is frm... wad wad wad sch arhx?? zhong wad arhx? shyt i forgot! -.-!!! yea rite! Sickening jiao bin.

kays.. drop him. hm... 16th nov.. will be changed to 11th nov. aft 2nite, i wun even care bout u wun even tink of u. happi?? my EX- kor. aniways... take cares. enjoy ur oversea trip tis week oso. hav fun thr. its realli nice to hav a kor lik u... all the best in everithing. (:

2008-11-10T10:30:00.005+08:00

hais.. my tears dropped again ytd night. suddenli recall the memories when i was wif my .ex.kor. why cant i just be alittle stronger?? i noe no matter wad i say now nth can change the past but also nth can stop me, myself frm recalling it. it just suddenli came into my mind. i did tried my best to forget and not recall it again de kay. now, no matter how u treat me, how u describe me as, i will still wait till 16th nov. aft 16th nov, i will realli not care bout anithing regarding u. hope u will be happi wif it. alone at home now, love this feeling so much, its so silent. nobody will be thr to make ani noise except for the keyboard, the music and the tv. and nobodi will be thr for me. alone(: going to fetch my youngest sister frm school ltr, maybe meeting my friend for while first. aft dat, no plans at all. it will be dead bored as my sister and mother will be home and i wun hav ani freedom to do anithing i wan le. ): hm... i continue blogging ltr?? cya again.
Back.. hm... met Hidayah and discussed wif her bout Reena's birthday de mini gathering. aft dat went to fetch my sister and sat on the chair for hours, watchin tv(: hahas... first time. xp but still quite bored aft all. sumone set me free frm the cage pls.-.-
Plans for the week:
Tuesday (11th nov) - free
Wednesday(12th nov) - Reena's birthday(got mini gathering), aft dat got training in school.
Thursday (13 nov) - free
Fri, Sat & Sun (14th - 16th nov) - will be in school for camp

2008-11-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

"STOP SCREAMING IN MY EAR!!" i shouted back at my irritating sister hus trying hard to pull me out of bed earli in the morning for breakfast. not earli actualli, its 10+ hahas-.-.. after dat, both of my sisters went for swimming lesson while my mother just sit aside and watch her loveli daughters swim around-.-! me lehx?? my father brought me to beach road to buy stuffs for the upcuming camp which is on 14th - 16th nov. yesh! rching. hope dat it will be veri veri fun. and.. sry squadmates.. didnt ask u all if u all nd to buy anithing thr. roxanne asked bfore rite?? >_< tot she bought wad u all needed le. srysry. went to fetch my mother and sisters frm the complex and went straight to my grandma's hs aft dat. BORED!! so eat slp eat slp. hahahas...(: readi to mit the fat Jesslyn?? hahas... nehbermind, camp cuming.. will 'thin' down again. yupps!! :D have my dinner and immediateli went home just to give zhu jiejie a cal ^_^ and yah, here blogging. lastli.. thx hayati.. for helping me wif this blog and those hu tried to help too. Kays time to go... byebyes(:

2008-11-08T16:27:00.001+08:00

Woke up at around 10 pus 2day, ate breakfast and continued slping at 12 xpxp(pig!)... and was disturb by my mother at 1 plus. -.- whole body aching now... wish dat i can slp for the whole day wif out waking up but sadli the weather is so hot. plus the noise pollution oso. hahas... now... so bored at home... wad can be done lehx?? planned to go to beach wif sum 'frens' to celebrate Zhu jiejie's birthday but in the end, it was cancelled coz one of them couldn't make it.): she was so sad.. her whole week's plan was cancel just for tis celebration coz of the unfixed date and now.... hais... dun noe wad to say. but cheer up kays zhu jiejie..(: Found out sumting in the afternoon... dun noe how should i react. realli sick of it. i realli realli wanna forget everithing. hop i can get involve in an accident which will cause me to lose all my memories. den i wun hav animor troubles. probabli i will get back my past time smiles and laughters. realli miss them alot alot. ): When out for dinner wif famili except for my father coz hes still working.. was squeezing everithing into my mouth... so bloated now. gettin fat soon!! hahas... but at least i managed to eat more dan the past few days. appetites are gettin back to normal... ^_^hope .everithing will get better as time pass. rights?? hop so. (: